...and then it hit 怡...

依然愛你－王力宏

2011-09-30T18:42:00.000-07:00

This is Leehom's second new song from his album 火力全開..

It's called 依然愛你 or in English, "Still Love You"

It's one of the sweetest, purest, songs I've heard in a long time.. It brought back pleasant memories, and it's the kind of song you MUST HAVE playing on repeat when you feel down,homesick, or maybe just a little sad.. It definitely lifts you up :')

I have the lyrics here with Pinyin, and I tried translating it the best I could.. A little rushed and I will improvise it later but for now.. It'll do :)

Also, the MV for this song is directed by WongFu Productions of YouTube fame :)
I'm definitely expecting a lot from this MV.. I mean, their MV's (especially David Choi's) are just.. they just make the song better. Which is a pretty tall order since it's already so beautiful.. haha..

王力宏《依然愛你》I Still Love You  
作詞：王力宏
 作曲：王力宏  

一閃一閃亮晶晶留下歲月的痕跡

yi shan yi shan liang jing jing
liu xia sui yue de hen ji

Brilliant full moon,
Leaving behind traces of the past

 我的世界的重心依然還是你

wo de shi jie de zhong xin
yi ran hai shi ni

The centre of my world,
Is still you

 一年一年又一年飛逝僅在一轉眼

yi nian yi nian you yi nian
fei shi jin zai yi zhuan yan

Year after year,
Time passes in a wink

 回憶永遠不改變注定了改變

hui yi yong yuan bu gai bian
zhu ding le gai bian

Memories will never change
Destined to change

 我不像從前的自己你也有點不像你

wo bu xiang zhong quan de zi ji
ni ye you dian bu xiang ni

I’m not the same person I was before
You’ve changed a little too

 現在我眼中你的笑依然的美麗

liam(xian) zai wo yan zhong ni de xiao
yi ran de mei li

The smile I see now
Is still as beautiful as before

 日子只能往前走一個方向順勢走

ri zi zhi neng wang qian zhou
yi ge fang xiang shun shi zou

We can only move forward in life
Conveniently in one direction

 不知道愛有多久所以要讓你懂

bu zhi dao ai you duo jiu
suo yi yao rang ni dong

Don’t know how long love will last
So I want you to know

Chorus:
 我依然愛你這是唯一的退路

wo yi ran ai ni
zhe shi wei yi de tui lu

I still love you
This is the only way out

 我依然珍惜時時刻刻的幸福

wo yi ran zhen xi
shi shi ke ke de xing fu

I still cherish
All the happy times

 你每個呼吸每個動作每個表情

ni mei ge hu xi
mei ge dong zuo mei ge biao qing

Your every breath,
Every move,every expression

 到最後一定會依然愛你
 dao zui hou yi ding hui
yi ran ai ni

To the end,I will still love you

 我不像從前的自己你也有點不像你

wo bu xiang zhong quan de zi ji
ni ye you dian bu xiang ni

I am not the person I was before
You’re a little different too

 現在我眼中你的笑依然的美麗

liam(xian) zai wo yan zhong ni de xiao
yi ran de mei li

The smile I see now
Is still as beautiful as before

 日子只能往前走一個方向順勢走

ri zi zhi neng wang qian zhou
yi ge fang xiang shun shi zhou

In life, we can only move forward
Conveniently on a single route

 不知道愛有多久所以要讓你懂

bu zhi dao ai you duo jiu
suo yi yao rang ni dong

I don’t know how long love lasts
So, I want you to know

 我依然愛你這是唯一的退路

wo yi ran ai ni
zhe shi wei yi de tui lu

I still love you
This is my only escape

 我依然珍惜時時刻刻的幸福

wo yi ran zhen xi
shi shi ke ke de xing fu

I still treasure
All the happy moments we’ve had

 你每個呼吸每個動作每個表情

ni mei ge hu xi, mei ge dong zuo
mei ge biao qing

Your every breath, every action,
every expression

 到最後一定會依然愛你
 dao zui hou yi ding hui
yi ran ai ni

Till the end, I will still love you
 

** 我依然愛你或許是命中註定

wo yi ran ai ni
huo xu shi ming zhong zhu ding

I still love you
Perhaps it is destiny

 多年之後任何人都無法代替

duo nian zhi hou ren he ren
dou wu fa dai ti

Years later,
Still no one can replace you

 那些時光是我這輩子最美好的

na xie shi guang shi wo zhe
bei zi zui mei hao de

Those times were the
most beautiful times of my life

 那些回憶依然無法忘記

na xie hui yi yi ran wu fa wang ji

I can never forget those memories

 我依然愛你是唯一的退路

wo yi ran ai ni shi wei yi de tui lu

I still love you
It’s my only escape

 我依然珍惜時時刻刻的幸福

wo yi ran zhen xi
shi shi ke ke de xing fu

I still cherish
All those happy times we had

 你每個呼吸每個動作每個表情

ni mei ge hu xi
mei ge dong zuo
mei ge biao qing

Your every breath, move, expression

 到最後一定會依然愛你

dao zui hou yi ding hui
yi ran ai ni

Till the end, I will still love you

 你每個呼吸每個動作每個表情

ni mei ge hu xi
mei ge dong zuo
mei ge biao qing

Your every breath,
Every move,
Every expression

 到永遠一定會依然愛你

dao yong yuan yi ding hui
yi ran ai ni

Until forever,
I will still love you.

SO.... RIGHT.

2011-09-16T07:36:00.000-07:00

RIGHT.
Getting to the point.

It's been a really funny,weird,somewhat exciting 2 years.. Yes,No,Maybe,Don't Know, Never Will Know,Might Find Out Soon 's and etc.. Very unpredictable.. Which is not exactly my cup of 'cha'.. But, because of this ride.. I've learnt to live life a day at a time, with of course, a goal in front to work for. No matter how well, detailed your plan is..- Which I tend to do.. I like detailed plans. So I know exactly what to expect.. - it does not mean it will go AS PLANNED. Good lesson learnt. Still learning..But I think I just might pass this 'test'.. I've done pretty well so far if I do say so myself.. :P

What was this weird up-down-all around-unpredictable-thoughplanned- ride you ask? All shall be revealed. Finally. Yes, I will finally put it in words. I haven't done so. Not even really explained or told anyone till now. So, this shall be a process, that I shall journal.. So that the ME in the future -maybe I'm reading this now- will remember :) And never forget...

火力全開 LYRICS BY: 王力宏

2011-09-12T02:59:00.000-07:00

So, Leehom's song 火力全開 premiered today, and I liked it SO much, I decided to post the pinyin for the Chinese lyrics :)

Correct me if I'm wrong. (I got the Chinese lyrics from OurHome China's Weibo, credit goes to them for Chinese lyrics )
If you haven't heard this song yet, you ain't living. Nah just kidding. It's really HIGH! :P

Here are the pinyin lyrics. I tried translating it to English but I know it's not very accurate. When I understand it better (the song) I'll re-translate it.. :)

火力全開 Huo Li Quan Kai Open Fire Lyrics/Translation By 王力宏 Wang Leehom

火力全開
詞／典：王力宏

Hu! Ha!

打倒帝國主義
da dao di guo zhu yi
Down with imperialism

不願再做奴隸
bu yuan zai zuo nu li
No longer willing to be slaves

我家大門被入侵
wo jia da men bei ru qin
My home has been invaded

你說lady卡卡
ni shuo Lady ka ka(Lady Gaga)
You say Lady Gaga

我說何必怕他
wo shuo he bi pa ta
I say have no fear

喔喔喔喔喔喔喔～
o o o o o ~
oh oh oh oh~

別向她們磕頭
bie xiang ta men ke tou
Don't 'kowtow' to them *

文化是武器
wen hua shi wu qi
Culture is a weapon

埋在每棍神經
mai zai mei gun shen jing
Buried in every nerve

被優人神鼓打醒
bei you ren shen gu da xing
Beat the drums to awaken

絕不允許矢敗
jue bu yun xu shi bai
Do not ever accept defeat

勝利不必等待
sheng li bu bi deng dai
Victory does not need to wait anymore

因為MUSICMAN 的到來
yin wei MUSIC MAN de dao lai
Because Music Man has arrived

Chorus ：

忽然間整個世界開始在搖擺
hu ran jian zheng ge shi jie kai shi zai yao bai
Suddenly, the whole world is swaying

節奏和音樂入侵了血眽
jie zou he yin yue ru qin le xue mo
Rhythm and music have invaded

這次的戰略是火力全開
zhe ci de zhan lue shi huo li quan kai
The strategy this time is : Open Fire!

火力全開火力全開火力全開
huo li quan kai huo li quan kai huo li quan kai
Open Fire
開～～～
kai ~~~
Open Fire

So many accusations,
Of an Asian invasion,
Here they come a point'n fingers at me

Preyin' on a mass emotion,
Stirrin' up a big commotion,
Trying to assign responsibilities

Gonna stop this negativity,
Turn it into positivity with integrity,
Giving all of me,
For all to see,
This fight for equality

But even if they blame us,
Try to frame us nobody can shame us,
I'm a sing this next verse in Chinese..

Repeat Chorus ~~

* "Kow Tow" is a traditional greeting especially to a superior, it involves kneeling and pressing your forehead to the ground, similiar to bowing before a King.

(Pinyin and Translations by 珍怡）

Khas

2010-10-17T00:45:00.000-07:00

Just read a very sad article in The Star... So sad but so very true...!
How we all know the answer but don't want to work towards it is beyond me.. We've heard similiar stories for years and still, nothing is being done to change this HUGE mistake.. What else? The oh so common topic of Malaysia giving away, or rather forcing away valuable talent out of our country.. If.. if only.. Sigh..

On the bright side, many people are speaking out and speaking up which is so important.. So proud of us! We are finally learning to tell the truth!! Telling it as it is.. Because that really is the only way isn't it?

Coincidentally, listened to Namewee's latest song.. The lyrics are translated into BM and English on his blog, and I must commend him on his honesty!! The best part is, I believe most Malaysians can completely identify with the song.. (Apart from the personal bits) I could really relate to it and coming from a person who was getting used to being disappointed by Malaysian artists, I must say there IS A LOT OF HOPE!! There are so many amazing Malaysian talents that should no longer be denied their deserved praise!! Bravo guys!! You are an inspiration to us all!!

I think what we can do, being the future of our nation, is to learn to not be bound to stereotypes,norms,or any kind of 'box'... To learn to be brave when the truth needs to be brought forth.. Not to hide like we are doing something wrong for wanting a better future for our country.. Because we have the right to want a better tomorrow. We must not let the bad decisions of a few people affect our nation for generations and generations to come.. If there is something I have learnt from history, it took someone to learn from history to make history.. We have seen and lived with the decisions made earlier, we know some of them are not helping very much, and since we know the problem, why don't we solve it? For the sake of every Malaysian! Call me idealistic, but I won't agree with you. I am not asking for world peace, just a system that at least is based on justice. Of course it does not mean that everything will run smoothly after that, but now the issue is that our whole nation has taken a wrong turn by thinking that 'special priviledge, is the way' ..

You see it everywhere everyday,unnecessary 'special prilivedges' are given, which are of course very nice for the receiver, but what about those who work twice as hard but do not even come close to where the special person is? the spirit of 'injustice' that is even found in laws that are supposed to be at least fair are not.. How,pray tell, do you expect your assets to stay here? If places were switched, would you?? Think about it..

OVERDUE :P : Awkward Hi

2010-09-30T22:11:00.000-07:00

I think I wrote this a few years ago.. When I was still in high school..
But nonetheless..
It should be out there.. :)

Awkward Hi
By: Jane 珍怡

You said 'hi'
I said 'hi'

Weeks from that moment,
We were best friends,
When I turned to the left,
You were holding my right hand,
Even when you were not there,
You were..

often, I ask myself,
could you be the one?
I've been waiting all my life for,

you tell me things,
no one else knows,
i know things,
only you know..

except one..
i don't know..
i want to,
but i dare not,
just when i knew,
i did not..

Of Cow and Wild Boar heads...

2010-01-29T15:38:00.000-08:00

*sigh*
What to say to something like that? Anger evolves into Hate which then becomes Ignorance...
Is this really something that will resolve your anger? Or jealousy or whatever it is that caused such stu- no..Childish actions? Is THIS what you want your grandchildren/children to hear about or maybe even worse.. reenact in the near future?
Without mutual respect there will be no way..I repeat.. NO WAY that we will progress. Without change.. good change.. how do we expect to be better? Don't even talk about being the best.. Just improve.. Have a want to move forward.. Have a NEED to Want Change... How else, pray tell, are we supposed to be a civilized community? A community or rather country that is capable of participating in global issues.. How can it be that while other countries are progressing,we are very possibly moving in the opposite direction?

You ask us how do we improve? You ask us how do we become a better nation? You ask us how we can be united?
Well. The answer has been given years ago and it has NOT changed.
You want improvement? You want unity? You want peace? BE FAIR. That s it. Not even a Godly justice which OBVIOUSLY we as humans are not capable of.. But a very humanly possible fairness.. Really.. That s what we want.. wait.. no.. it s what we NEED.

If an time was a good time to change, it would be NOW.. The world is evolving, changing, every second it is not going to wait for you. Seize the moment.The time is NOW. Don't look at situations where the citizens actually, for one of the rare times, have something to SAY! We have learned from the past and from others.. We have learned that we have a Voice.. Kami ada suara.. We a have a right to the land. We have a right to shape our future. We have a right to have a Say in how our country, Yes, OUR country, should be steered.
No. I am not saying we do not need leaders. We do. In fact now more than ever.. We need capable leaders to take charge,hand in hand with the people, to bring our nation to where it is supposed to be. I have a lot of hope in our country. I have a lot of concern and love for our nation. It is no longer 'alright' to say 'Oh tak apa la, boleh hidup tak apala'.. no more..
It is time for us to stand strong and to not be afraid.. To stand and to speak what should have been said a long time ago.

Enough is enough.

You ask why is it that other nations have better 'people'.. Look around, we have so many capable people, intelligent,talented,charismatic as well as leadership worthy people.. The problem? You refuse to abandon your ignorant past ways to allow equality.. By equality I mean gender as well as race.. Look at Obama. Would that have happened if t
America had the same ways as us? Was it a mistake having him as President? No. So why can't we learn? It is alright if we don't know, but it is not alright to act ignorant when you already know the answer..
Believe me when I say I love our nation. I want the best for our people because I see that our people are such incredibly amazing people but with the weakness of ungiven opportunities for them to prove themselves fairly.. Without any biasness. That is our number ONE enemy. Biasness. Biasness in EVERYTHING. But that s not it, it is Biasness without any reason, really, not that biasness should have a reason, but you know what I mean.. Until we are willing to confront this very obvious problem.. we will be stuck like this. Always. No matter how much effort you put in, how much money you pump in, how many years you take... Our nation will not progress. We will not be able to move anywhere but backwards. The people will move away and then the country will fall. That is not what I want, It is not what we want. Take action. Stop talking without taking actions. We are tired of it. Our youth is learning this cowardly method of talking loudly but having no actions taken. What do you expect them to do? Who do they learn from? They learn everything everyday..

Make a choice.
What kind of future do you want for our nation?
Do you even want a future?
Something to think about.. Something to work on..soon..
Malaysia Boleh.. (I mean it)

First Time for Everything... ?

2009-11-25T16:59:00.000-08:00

Sigh.. Just finished half of the (horrendous) STPM.. Went to the dentist to get my... wisdom tooth extracted... !!! I seriously had NO idea about how serious it was.. I thought it was a simple tooth extraction.. (I didn't have time to research about it laa) Anyway... it went quite OK... Pain was... well.. 'boleh tahan lah'.. The dental surgeon was experienced.. and reminded me of some of my classmates.. ahah.. : P

He was telling me how this was the first time he was extracting a wisdom tooth from someone who was right (smack in the middle) of an examination (STPM !!) Haih... when he said that I almost wanted to sigh out loud.. it was like " I'm already numb from the exam, now my mouth has to be numbed for an extraction" aiyooo.. I know a LOT of people will say " Who ask you to be soo SMART?? Wait till after STPM !!!"
Excuse me... Please.. You seriously think I'm that silly? I have no Choice !! I 'm beginning "New Chapter" 5 days after I finish the "Hell-ific Hurdles aka STPM" So.. I basically have to just push and tahan... I prayed like mad in the dentist chair.. But I seemed all CALM.. I really wasn't... But God helped me a LOT... Overall it was alright.. I hope there will be no complications.. I want to enjoy my last days Pain-Free!!! Please God... PLEASE!!!

Going for another check-up later.. To see if it is doing alright.. (The extraction site I mean) Oh well... Here goes nothing.. Sounds quite wacko right... "Crazy person.. So weird.. extract tooth in the middle of exam... So Easy meh?" I heard THAT!! My reply : Don't Ask... You wouldn't get it anyway.. I have a WACKO life.. Sometimes by choice. But MOSTLY not (obviously) My decision...

Ther's a first time for EVERYTHING I guess... And I can proudly add
"Went for wisdom tooth extraction/dental surgery right in the midst of an important Exam" *Smiles Wrigley smile*

Ignore this

2009-07-30T22:50:00.000-07:00

Just came home from school.. Feeling really confused.. I really don't know how to describe what im feeling now.. which is pretty rare.. im rarely ever.. well... 'emo'..
haih.. i feel sad,disappointed,hurt,upset,scared,and confused i guess. i felt like crying even.. in school i mean.. but its so weird.. i dont ever get this emotional over this kind of thing.. but yeah.. anyway..

i just wish that we could all go together.. its like our last event .. mayb not for you guys but for me at least. who knows when we'll c each other again? it is these years that we should cherish.. the friendships we make just before we spread our wings..flying off to our different destinies.. I know its a pretty small thing but i really feel we should not forgo our memories for some pretty petty reasons.. im really not trying to blame anyone.. seriously.. not this time at least.. its sad really.. i used to overlook these events as stupid and a waste of money.. but guys.. its our final year of school! The very last! uni is not the same! this marks our end of uniforms, wacky classmates who some, have no clue what they want in life, the feeling of just being 'you' with your friends, without having to bother if you're acting mature or not..!! I dont know.. i just really dont know what to feel or say anymore.. mayb i wish we could just go like you guys managed to do quite a few times before.. supporting a friend as you may call it.. this could also mean making a stand for our friendship.. but of course.. thats just me.. i really dont know y im feeling so upset about it.. go figure.. ignore my ramblings. i just really had to get it out of my system. i cant tell anyone about it.. cos its quite stupid, and i dont think anyone really cares about it.. i mean they're right you know.. its just a dumb event! but i guess i just have been looking forward to going with my friends.. oh well.. i hope there's a next time.. with friends? i dont know.. i hope so!

Lee Hom = Awesome

2009-06-19T07:40:00.000-07:00

Wang Lee Hom... He is really talented.. I really admire his musical talents, he truly is one who loves his music. The effort, the message, the thought put into all his songs are really significant... Besides his great looks ( you can't say you did't see that one coming.. hehe..) he really is a true musician.. Which is more than I can say for may other artists.. I may just be a fan.. (: Michael buble.. come on.. whats happening? Lee Hom is quickly taking your place! lol.. Oh yea, and did I mention, he only learnt Mandarin when he was 18.. A true inspiration.. He has brains too.. Check out his interview with Tash Aw... Don't tell me that was nothing.. You probably could'nt get it... So what if he's moody? THats a sign of a musician! I know.. trust me.. They only seem that way to people who don't understand.. they don't realize the tremendous pressure musicians put upon themselves.. They are special that way.. And they would'nt be the same without their occasional perfectionist mannerisms.. :P
Hey, I'm just saying what I think and feel, no offense or watever.. And even if it were rumours, I still would'nt change what I think about Lee Hom.. He truly is talented.. And an inspiration.. Kudos, Wang Lee Hom!! Keep it up..

Random

2009-06-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. Sometimes I get these thoughts and they really make me wish i had a built in printer that could print whatever i was of thinking at the moment.. you ever had that feeling? Well, anyway.. (:

I was just thinking the other day, how a simple action could have changed something. How we are all somehow interconnected... How sometimes, you realize its too late, that you could have done something to help, if only you had been more sensitive..
I don't really know..

So... yeah, i know its pretty random... :P

Thank you

2009-06-19T06:55:00.000-07:00

I want to dedicate this post to someone pretty significant in my life...
She was one of the most amazing doctors I had ever known.. Kind, concerned, great advisor, a true professional,loved by soo many patients.. and most of all.. a great model for future doctors to follow.. The beloved Dr. Nages..
She went home to be with Jesus forever, with no more pain or suffering.. Amen.. I hope to see you again... Thank you for being such a great help, to the community, to my family, and as an inspiration to me.

Little Taggie

2009-03-06T04:10:00.000-08:00

Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people

1. Name the persons you tagged.
Stan
Galo
Chris
Kwan

2. Describe yourself in one word.
Different

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
The one who really loves me. (which is probably the one i love...)

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Guilty... haih...

5. What would you do if someone rejects your confession face to face?
Depends.. I might really feel so heartbroken but I'd have to accept it anyway.. or I may just turn that 'love' into revenge...muahahaha... <= (jz jk..)

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
Hope to see you up there!! (nola.. jz kidding.. ok serious.. er.. I love you. thats all that needs to be said. if you mean it.)

7. What will u say to a person who doesn't want to believe u?
Believe me about what?? Don't really get it but.. well.. I'd say 'okay. your loss!!'

8. Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Tried to Learn to Love.. wow. confusing! anyway.. yea I think I have.. Not easy definitely..

9. Do you have something important with you all the time?
Well.. yes I suppose.. God is with me everywhere I go!! (but He isn't a thing..)

10. Long distance love/relationship ?
Not exactly a supporter.. but you never know.. I guess..

11. Best place to cry?
In my room..

12. Who do you love the most?
Hey no fair!! invasion of privacy!! Lol.. well. no one romantically at the moment.. but besides that, God,family,friends like DUH!

13. Tell us of your dream last night?
Honestly.. I don't remember much! But it was a nice dream.. full of hope.. (=

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
Kind of.. Who hasn't?!

15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you have ever heard?
I don't believe in God. He Doesn't exist. and the most hurtful... I love him/her more than God! (I wanted to just cry..)

16. The last person you had a beer with?
Sorry. Don't drink beer. Can't take the smell... yechh..

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
err.. i think it was with twins,stan,shahira..

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
My mommy.. (=

19. The last person you hugged?
My sister.. Lol

20. The last person you yelled at?
Myself.. lol

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
Err. not exactly...

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
These past few days.. don't ask.. its more of a disappointment anyway..

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
I would wish that I would be able to do whatever it is that I want to do. And that there are people whom I can actually trust.. (=

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Around the world. I mean it. I love to travel.. (even though I've only been overseas twice..lol)

25. Are you old fashioned?
In some ways..yes.. but other times. I'm a real hardcore rebel! yea...

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
I think friendship.. I take it pretty seriously.. and love I guess..

27. Five facts About Me:
- I have too many dreams
- I tend to let others intimidate me
- I like my dreams
- Absolutely HATE injustice
- Almost always not a crowd follower.. in more ways than one..

28. Five things that scare me:
- Being separated from people I love
- Not being able to live till I am old
- Online computer games
- Deathly quiet study-holics
- Promises

29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
It's Not Easy (Five for Fighting)
Love Story (Taylor Swift)

30. Five Things I treasure in my life:
-My God
-My family
-My friends
-My watch =P
-Time

Realize - Colbie Caillat

2009-03-05T05:13:00.000-08:00

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag as many friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Put Your Records On - Corinne Railey Bay

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
You Don't Know Me - Michael Buble (lol.. nice one)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Ordinary Miracle - Sarah Mclachlan (Sounds random, but after some thought.. makes so much sense.. haha)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Sun Will Shine Again - Altered Frequency (wow.. encouragement.. not bad!!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Stars - Switchfoot (hmm... i guess.. in a very metaphorical way..??)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
The Way - Clay Aiken ( Wah.. yala.. The Way The Truth and the light..:p)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Grown-Up Christmas List - Michael Buble ( hahahahaha.. wow.. i didn't know they wrote to Santa for me!! lol)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Don't Know Why - Norah Jones ( LOL!!! super funny!! i hope its not true tho... uh oh.. LOL... )

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Daughters - John MAyer ( O-kaaayyyyy... weird...!!)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
When I'm 64- Beatle's ( SUPER LOL!!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Bubbly - Colbie Caillat ( Cool... bubbly!!!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
A Whole New World ( ahaha...alrighty then...)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Taking Chances - Celine Dion (Quite true larr.. take the plunge!! Dare to fail!! Yea!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Lips of an Angel - Hinder ( OKayy.. a bit.. err..well..ehh..aha..not true la!!!! => )

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Swear - All-4-One ( Oh mann!! So sweet!! yes!! yes!!)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Home - Michael Buble ( hahaha!!quite true..lol.imagine..in heaven :I'm HOME!!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Ever Ever After - Carrie Underwood ( Err.. okayy.. U got me there..)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Too Little Too Late - Jojo ( Cool.. I am quite fearful of being late for appointments.. ahahah)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Kiss Goodbye - Lee Hom (LOL!! As if!!! )

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Something Right - Westlife ( True la wei... something right!! come on!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
SOS - Jonas Brothers (ahaha.. mayb when they go a lil crazy! Wait.. when ARE they sane??? HELP! SOS!! lol...)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Realize - Colbie Caillait ( okay... Realize lar!!! )

A Lesson Learnt(?) (Learning... : P)

2009-03-05T05:09:00.000-08:00

I have learnt quite a lot this year.. (and its only March!) When it comes to making friends.. It's actually pretty complicated.. haih. wont say too much.. but basically.. I've learntthat just when you think this person could be a great friend.. think again.and AGAIN. andd again.... yea, he or she may be nice to talk to.. or friendly at first, someone who shares his/her problems to you.. but really.. there are just some people who don't get what being a friend is really about. Enough said. I've blogged about it in my diary blog. so. I 'll just leave it as it is. I hope this post (no matter how short or confusing it is..) has been able to help some of you.. Trust me, you do NOT want to face what I'm facing now. It just makes you feel like a piece of tissue in the toilet. There.Useful. But you don't care 2 hoots about it..(Forgive the lame analogy.. it just popped into my head..) Okay. I'm drained out. Don't forget God. He helps SOOO much. Without him, I think I would not be able to take this.. (:

I Love(d) Monday..!!!

2008-12-30T22:01:00.000-08:00

Hey... yea.. I know.. Monday's??!?!? Grr.. hate it.. but well, I loved yesterday, which was a Monday.. lol
Well we were'nt too thrilled to wake up ( refferin to siblings and i) cos nxt week is school.. ugh.. but my dad was all " WAKE UP!! We're Going GO-KART-ing!" My bro was the First to get up.. BOING!! You see, he is MAD about cars.. loves driving and all that.. and has been begging to go go-karting..
I was kinda excited but my sis wasn't Exact-ly hyped about it..
We got to the place and the weather was just beautiful!! Cool and windy and clear skies!! We watched several pro go-karters 'vroom' skillfully round the windy track.. I was determined to persuade my dad that I wasn't going to go.. I was all
'take-my-bro cos he's the one who really wanted to..( The truth is, I wasn't scared or anything, but the price was enough to make me determined not to go..I am quite 'Scrooge-y' on myself)
Just as we were paying for my sis and bro and dad.. My dad and bro were to take a two-seater..and my sis a 80cc.. single.. They had to fill in forms and the man asked her if she had any experience or if she could drive.. She was like.. NO!and that's when my dad and mum and sis looked at me.. I was' No..' but my mum said go.. so.. i agreed. we took a 2-seater too.

You see, i didn't look at the rates properly. it said for 10 mins its rm50 for two seater and rm35 for single... but there's a deposit fee!! which i mistook for the rates altogether.. i thought its rm100 for 10 mins.. so yea.. yes i know it s not exactly cheap either.. but its worth it!!

So we got into the go-kart. I was in the driver seat meaning i steered it. There were two steering's which weren't of any use since my sis just sat there (she went for a joyride basically)
It was way cool! it went pretty fast and the corners were pretty sharp.. it was fun.. but of course the two seater isn't as fast as an 80cc or 100cc... but there's always next time.

All in all.. it was a great day. After go-karting we went for a swim.. So yea.. it was still great weather... Now, I am officially hooked on go-karting.. It may be pretty pricey but it's worth it!! Now i am gonna persuade my friends to go one day.. since we all finally have our driver's licence.. I'm sure it'll be a BLAST!!!

Go Go-kart!

Super Summary

2008-12-30T11:27:00.000-08:00

Hi. Here's a SUPER brief summary on what has been going on for the past two months. First, I had to go for practices cos we performed at Berjaya Times Square as carollers.. which was kinda cool cos i made lots of new friends and they're all really nice!! wen i get pics i ll post 'em.. anyway.. it was super fun.. although we (or rather I) were disappointed a few times due to miscommunication, and procrastination...ahem.. we managed to pull it off! So Kudos to us!! I have to admit, this has been the most exciting hols ever.. and I enjoyed it... Basically that was it.. Lots of drama but I'm quite lazy to type it... ahah.. so yea.. lol. I told you it was Super brief!!

Tagged by Kimm

2008-10-30T03:48:00.000-07:00

1. What’s your ambition?
~ To be someone who can impact lives

2.Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
~ Friends!!!

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
~ Sui-cide?? Wassat?? ( jus jokin.. NEVER LA)

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
~ It depends on what I need to do..

5. How many babies you want?
~ O-kayy... I think 2 or 4. Lol

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
~ Literally or metaphorically?? Hmm.. for both.. I'd have to say Yes..

7. What is your goal for this year?
~ To sort out my head.. Clear my thoughts..

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
~ I think it should be 'eternal' love.. but anyway.. Yes, I do. God's Love IS eternal..

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
~ To have imperfections that I can somehow accept
~ He has to be the same height or taller (lol)
~ Err.. It would be gr8 if he cld sing and play an instrument..(guitar preferred)
~ Leads Godly lifestyle (which comes with patience,trustworthy, etc,etc) ( ;
~ Someone who can talk to me. Level-headed
~ Likes Kids
~ Fairly good looking ( :
~ Respects people
~ Loves God, me and family/friends (in that order.. hehe)
~ His personality : friendly, not to serious, not to playful, yadda yadda.. lol

10. What are you really afraid of?
~ the apocalypse. Never being able to live till i'm old...

11. What is your bad habits?
~ Hmmm.. Good one.. I guess.. I'm pretty sarcastic at times.. hehe.. sorry...

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the ppl who hates you?
~ I should either be flattered or afraid.. lol.. well... " Don't hate me!! I'm wreally nwice!! blink blink.. " Seriously, get to know me better, if i still annoy you., go ahead then... lol

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
~ Errr..... yessss... (If I remember.. sry..lol)

14. What does flying mean to you?
~ Hmm.. Freedom, Better view, Excitement annddd... er.. Something I wanna do... lol

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
~ A better,closer relationship with my best friend.. Jesus.. serious. okok.. and.. er.. can't think laa..

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
~ Unexpected?? err.. My dad bought me a camera just before I left for a trip with my buddies.. (:

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
~ Great personality
~ Knows how to hve FUN
~ Sweeettt ( :
~ Confident
~ Creative
~ Cool...
~ KIMM * its a special personality.. ( :

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
~ Hmm.. not sure..

19.Could/Can you get over your very first crush ? Do you think of him/her still?
~ Yes.. Tragically, I still am loyal to my first crush.. man... I do think of him ( ;

20. How are you today?
~ Good.. ( :

Instructions:
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people.

List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.
~Mondo
~Ryan
~Ray
~Jasmyne
~Jue Lynn

Be Inspired..(?)

2008-10-28T23:12:00.000-07:00

Does'nt that speak to you? it makes so much sense..Here are somemore.. Enjoy!!

Most of the shadows of this life are caused by our standing in our own sunshine.
Ralph Waldo Emerson
As I grow to understand life less and less,
I learn to love it more and more.
Jules Renard
The best way to prepare for life is to begin to live.
Elbert Hubbard

Adios no.10

2008-10-28T22:50:00.000-07:00

This here, is Michael Owen.. I have been a faithful fan until now.. I have to say goodbye..(sob) cos he won't be playingin the next World Cup.. Goodbye 'Legendary no. 10' ...LOL... oh well... there's always Kaka.. hehe.. ( :

Heart Melter <3

2008-10-28T22:25:00.000-07:00

This is... Michael Buble... One of my most favourite artists.. I love his voice, it just makes my heart melt.. Honestly.. (:

The Road Not Taken

2008-10-28T08:51:00.000-07:00


TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;	5

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,	10

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.	15

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.	20

I love this poem.. By Robert Frost
It has so much meaning,and.. wow. makes so much sense. I f only I could write with such depth.. I suppose it comes through hardship and experience... wow.it really has become my inspiration. my stand. to take the other road. the one that other ppl won't choose. Not in the negative sense but rather in the path to become extraordinary, and to leave such an impact on the world, that even if I were to be forgotten, my impact would forever be etched in the hearts and minds of the generations to come..Sometimes, I envy the politicians, they have a great opportunity to ACTUALLY affect change, but sadly,most of them are in it for their own selfishness.. Don't get me wrong, I don't mean all of them.. just the vast majority.. that's all.

All my life, I've wanted to be in the medical field. Plainly for the reasons that I want to help others. It sounds cheesy and fake, but I really do.I guess. Thats what I wanted when I was younger, or rather what I thought I wanted. When actually, what I really really want to do is to affect change. I want to be able to impact the people of my generation, and to really have the power to just.. well.. transform the world. That's why I'm seriously thinking of what I want to do. I would love to fight for rights, write, and stuff. But I'm not so sure. Yea,I could do both, but do I want to?

My Heart Says Otherwise

2008-10-28T08:36:00.000-07:00

Ok, here's a lil background. A friend of mine has had feelings for this person.. for a Long time... and all the other person did was to move on to someone else.. so, it was disappointing and frustrating, but she still has a soft-spot for him.. so yea..PS: i know its lame.. (this is actually the 2nd renewed version, i prefer the older one but i didnt save it... so yea...)

My Heart Says Otherwise…

It didn’t seem much at first,

With my mind set on another,

Then it came,

Like a hurricane,

Swift and strong,

Yet uplifting and hopeful,

Like rain after a drought,

That was how my love for you began.

At first I tried to keep it,

Doubt it,

Hide it inside,

But its nature,

Would not allow it,

It rose and took over my emotions,

And my heart,

Easily became yours

It just seemed,

That every move,

Every word,

Every thought of yours,

They evoked my emotions,

For the first time in my life,

There was something,

Stirring within me,

Something that seemed quite wrong,

But felt so right.

I tried to back away,

Yet our relationship grew stronger,

Even just as friends,

It never seemed to falter,

Because of this,

It hurt so much.

To know you loved another,

Always someone; never I…

I tried to ignore,

I tried to take control of my feelings,

And put them in a cage,

But all in vain,

It resulted in more passion than ever.

I did my best to stay away,

Yet there were times,

Those special moments,

In which you confided in me,

Oh, those moments are engaged in my memories,

The hurt in your eyes,

The frustration beneath the smiles,

The unwritten times when you wept,

And I had the honour of comforting you.

Years have passed,

And though my heart aches and longs,

I know I cannot live within the past,

With all the pretences,

False signs I misinterpreted,

Though you will never understand,

My love for you will remain,

Forever unchanged

As long as you are still here,

Even if you are with another,

Know this;

Even if my lips utter otherwise,

My heart is still with you,

And I am still waiting,

Patient and hopeful,

For you

(Inspired by a friend’s love for someone who chooses to be oblivious)

Here it is.. (*drumrolllll) ~~~J.U.I.C.Y !!!!

2008-10-28T08:16:00.000-07:00

Yess... here it is... the 'juicy' stuff.. righttt.. i sound like a columnist in seventeen.. lol
AAAnywayyy.....
ok. i was just thinking(like DUH) that.. I am in one of my most, well how should i put thiss... , emo-est (forgive the 'word') season of all..
Wait. don't get me wrong, I'm not the one 'emo-ing'(they should make it a word larr..) its the ppl around me. No names shall be mentioned..(rest assured *wink) but.. i was just thinking...ppl really do change, or rather, they actually CAN change.. I'm not trying to be sarky.. its just that.. well. i was'nt so sure..
Ok moving on with the emo-ing.. The ppl who are emo-ing have somehow affected me.. I have learnt how to emo as well. oh mann.. I thought I would at least be free from this "emo-tion" until I fell in love or something like dat.. but NOOO... these ppl develop fast and I get pulled in as well.. mayb its just hormones.. could be.. but.. wateva..
THE POINT IS... man my mind is running everywhere (*no,not literally, rolls eyes*you know who you are*)have you ever had this "forbidden" crush that you just can't help but fall right into it? well.. that's prolly the main cause of the emo- season..
If it were'nt for God's love, I think I 'd wish there wasn't such an emotion/feeling.. its so......... annoying,beautiful,crushing,devastating,endless,fuzzy,
goofy,heartless,icky,jealous,loving(?),mean,nice,
original,precious,queer,remorseful,stupid,timeless,
unanimous,viscious,wonderful,yearned(for),
and zombie-fying!!!
LOL....it may not make sense.. but.. yea...
which reminds me, i wrote a poem for a friend, I was inspired by her story.. its pretty lame.. but yea..i ll post it another one...

Yea.. its a post.. lol

2008-10-28T08:07:00.000-07:00

hello. lol. yes, i am actually posting something. to tell you the truth, i'm quite un-inspired.. so yea.. that's y its been so ..dead.. (*wind howls) (*tumble-weed tumbles across empty plain)(*crickets chirping) ok enough with the 'sound/visual' effects..
That shows you how un-inspired i am...
but don worry, i'm positive things will pick up.. sooner or later.. if t doesn't then... be happy with wat there is.. so there... lol.
okok...i think somethin just 'hit' me..(*get it?? 'hit' me?? nvm.... 4get it)
you know wat i ll post it in another one just so i can say i posted more than one..'lol. bear with me..
and PS don miss the next one.. its kinda juicy.. "juicy",.. lol.. i crack myself up.. ok nvm.. 4get it. cya.

This is more for the People

2008-07-23T06:50:00.000-07:00

Yes, I am blogging for the public. No, I'm no hypocrite. I'm just going to stay the neutral(sometimes mayb not so neutral) way I have been blogging.. so yea... Enjoy.. (I think?)