First Time for Everything... ?

Sigh.. Just finished half of the (horrendous) STPM.. Went to the dentist to get my... wisdom tooth extracted... !!! I seriously had NO idea about how serious it was.. I thought it was a simple tooth extraction.. (I didn't have time to research about it laa) Anyway... it went quite OK... Pain was... well.. 'boleh tahan lah'.. The dental surgeon was experienced.. and reminded me of some of my classmates.. ahah.. : P

He was telling me how this was the first time he was extracting a wisdom tooth from someone who was right (smack in the middle) of an examination (STPM !!) Haih... when he said that I almost wanted to sigh out loud.. it was like " I'm already numb from the exam, now my mouth has to be numbed for an extraction" aiyooo.. I know a LOT of people will say " Who ask you to be soo SMART?? Wait till after STPM !!!"
Excuse me... Please.. You seriously think I'm that silly? I have no Choice !! I 'm beginning "New Chapter" 5 days after I finish the "Hell-ific Hurdles aka STPM" So.. I basically have to just push and tahan... I prayed like mad in the dentist chair.. But I seemed all CALM.. I really wasn't... But God helped me a LOT... Overall it was alright.. I hope there will be no complications.. I want to enjoy my last days Pain-Free!!! Please God... PLEASE!!!

Going for another check-up later.. To see if it is doing alright.. (The extraction site I mean) Oh well... Here goes nothing.. Sounds quite wacko right... "Crazy person.. So weird.. extract tooth in the middle of exam... So Easy meh?" I heard THAT!! My reply : Don't Ask... You wouldn't get it anyway.. I have a WACKO life.. Sometimes by choice. But MOSTLY not (obviously) My decision...

Ther's a first time for EVERYTHING I guess... And I can proudly add
"Went for wisdom tooth extraction/dental surgery right in the midst of an important Exam" *Smiles Wrigley smile*

Ignore this

Just came home from school.. Feeling really confused.. I really don't know how to describe what im feeling now.. which is pretty rare.. im rarely ever.. well... 'emo'..
haih.. i feel sad,disappointed,hurt,upset,scared,and confused i guess. i felt like crying even.. in school i mean.. but its so weird.. i dont ever get this emotional over this kind of thing.. but yeah.. anyway..

i just wish that we could all go together.. its like our last event .. mayb not for you guys but for me at least. who knows when we'll c each other again? it is these years that we should cherish.. the friendships we make just before we spread our wings..flying off to our different destinies.. I know its a pretty small thing but i really feel we should not forgo our memories for some pretty petty reasons.. im really not trying to blame anyone.. seriously.. not this time at least.. its sad really.. i used to overlook these events as stupid and a waste of money.. but guys.. its our final year of school! The very last! uni is not the same! this marks our end of uniforms, wacky classmates who some, have no clue what they want in life, the feeling of just being 'you' with your friends, without having to bother if you're acting mature or not..!! I dont know.. i just really dont know what to feel or say anymore.. mayb i wish we could just go like you guys managed to do quite a few times before.. supporting a friend as you may call it.. this could also mean making a stand for our friendship.. but of course.. thats just me.. i really dont know y im feeling so upset about it.. go figure.. ignore my ramblings. i just really had to get it out of my system. i cant tell anyone about it.. cos its quite stupid, and i dont think anyone really cares about it.. i mean they're right you know.. its just a dumb event! but i guess i just have been looking forward to going with my friends.. oh well.. i hope there's a next time.. with friends? i dont know.. i hope so!

Lee Hom = Awesome

Wang Lee Hom... He is really talented.. I really admire his musical talents, he truly is one who loves his music. The effort, the message, the thought put into all his songs are really significant... Besides his great looks ( you can't say you did't see that one coming.. hehe..) he really is a true musician.. Which is more than I can say for may other artists.. I may just be a fan.. (: Michael buble.. come on.. whats happening? Lee Hom is quickly taking your place! lol.. Oh yea, and did I mention, he only learnt Mandarin when he was 18.. A true inspiration.. He has brains too.. Check out his interview with Tash Aw... Don't tell me that was nothing.. You probably could'nt get it... So what if he's moody? THats a sign of a musician! I know.. trust me.. They only seem that way to people who don't understand.. they don't realize the tremendous pressure musicians put upon themselves.. They are special that way.. And they would'nt be the same without their occasional perfectionist mannerisms.. :P
Hey, I'm just saying what I think and feel, no offense or watever.. And even if it were rumours, I still would'nt change what I think about Lee Hom.. He truly is talented.. And an inspiration.. Kudos, Wang Lee Hom!! Keep it up..

Random

Hmm.. Sometimes I get these thoughts and they really make me wish i had a built in printer that could print whatever i was of thinking at the moment.. you ever had that feeling? Well, anyway.. (:

I was just thinking the other day, how a simple action could have changed something. How we are all somehow interconnected... How sometimes, you realize its too late, that you could have done something to help, if only you had been more sensitive..
I don't really know..

So... yeah, i know its pretty random... :P

Thank you

I want to dedicate this post to someone pretty significant in my life...
She was one of the most amazing doctors I had ever known.. Kind, concerned, great advisor, a true professional,loved by soo many patients.. and most of all.. a great model for future doctors to follow.. The beloved Dr. Nages..
She went home to be with Jesus forever, with no more pain or suffering.. Amen.. I hope to see you again... Thank you for being such a great help, to the community, to my family, and as an inspiration to me.