Sigh.. Just finished half of the (horrendous) STPM.. Went to the dentist to get my... wisdom tooth extracted... !!! I seriously had NO idea about how serious it was.. I thought it was a simple tooth extraction.. (I didn't have time to research about it laa) Anyway... it went quite OK... Pain was... well.. 'boleh tahan lah'.. The dental surgeon was experienced.. and reminded me of some of my classmates.. ahah.. : P
He was telling me how this was the first time he was extracting a wisdom tooth from someone who was right (smack in the middle) of an examination (STPM !!) Haih... when he said that I almost wanted to sigh out loud.. it was like " I'm already numb from the exam, now my mouth has to be numbed for an extraction" aiyooo.. I know a LOT of people will say " Who ask you to be soo SMART?? Wait till after STPM !!!"
Excuse me... Please.. You seriously think I'm that silly? I have no Choice !! I 'm beginning "New Chapter" 5 days after I finish the "Hell-ific Hurdles aka STPM" So.. I basically have to just push and tahan... I prayed like mad in the dentist chair.. But I seemed all CALM.. I really wasn't... But God helped me a LOT... Overall it was alright.. I hope there will be no complications.. I want to enjoy my last days Pain-Free!!! Please God... PLEASE!!!
Going for another check-up later.. To see if it is doing alright.. (The extraction site I mean) Oh well... Here goes nothing.. Sounds quite wacko right... "Crazy person.. So weird.. extract tooth in the middle of exam... So Easy meh?" I heard THAT!! My reply : Don't Ask... You wouldn't get it anyway.. I have a WACKO life.. Sometimes by choice. But MOSTLY not (obviously) My decision...
Ther's a first time for EVERYTHING I guess... And I can proudly add
"Went for wisdom tooth extraction/dental surgery right in the midst of an important Exam" *Smiles Wrigley smile*
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Ignore this
Just came home from school.. Feeling really confused.. I really don't know how to describe what im feeling now.. which is pretty rare.. im rarely ever.. well... 'emo'..
haih.. i feel sad,disappointed,hurt,upset,scared,and confused i guess. i felt like crying even.. in school i mean.. but its so weird.. i dont ever get this emotional over this kind of thing.. but yeah.. anyway..
i just wish that we could all go together.. its like our last event .. mayb not for you guys but for me at least. who knows when we'll c each other again? it is these years that we should cherish.. the friendships we make just before we spread our wings..flying off to our different destinies.. I know its a pretty small thing but i really feel we should not forgo our memories for some pretty petty reasons.. im really not trying to blame anyone.. seriously.. not this time at least.. its sad really.. i used to overlook these events as stupid and a waste of money.. but guys.. its our final year of school! The very last! uni is not the same! this marks our end of uniforms, wacky classmates who some, have no clue what they want in life, the feeling of just being 'you' with your friends, without having to bother if you're acting mature or not..!! I dont know.. i just really dont know what to feel or say anymore.. mayb i wish we could just go like you guys managed to do quite a few times before.. supporting a friend as you may call it.. this could also mean making a stand for our friendship.. but of course.. thats just me.. i really dont know y im feeling so upset about it.. go figure.. ignore my ramblings. i just really had to get it out of my system. i cant tell anyone about it.. cos its quite stupid, and i dont think anyone really cares about it.. i mean they're right you know.. its just a dumb event! but i guess i just have been looking forward to going with my friends.. oh well.. i hope there's a next time.. with friends? i dont know.. i hope so!
haih.. i feel sad,disappointed,hurt,upset,scared,and confused i guess. i felt like crying even.. in school i mean.. but its so weird.. i dont ever get this emotional over this kind of thing.. but yeah.. anyway..
i just wish that we could all go together.. its like our last event .. mayb not for you guys but for me at least. who knows when we'll c each other again? it is these years that we should cherish.. the friendships we make just before we spread our wings..flying off to our different destinies.. I know its a pretty small thing but i really feel we should not forgo our memories for some pretty petty reasons.. im really not trying to blame anyone.. seriously.. not this time at least.. its sad really.. i used to overlook these events as stupid and a waste of money.. but guys.. its our final year of school! The very last! uni is not the same! this marks our end of uniforms, wacky classmates who some, have no clue what they want in life, the feeling of just being 'you' with your friends, without having to bother if you're acting mature or not..!! I dont know.. i just really dont know what to feel or say anymore.. mayb i wish we could just go like you guys managed to do quite a few times before.. supporting a friend as you may call it.. this could also mean making a stand for our friendship.. but of course.. thats just me.. i really dont know y im feeling so upset about it.. go figure.. ignore my ramblings. i just really had to get it out of my system. i cant tell anyone about it.. cos its quite stupid, and i dont think anyone really cares about it.. i mean they're right you know.. its just a dumb event! but i guess i just have been looking forward to going with my friends.. oh well.. i hope there's a next time.. with friends? i dont know.. i hope so!
Friday, June 19, 2009
Lee Hom = Awesome
Wang Lee Hom... He is really talented.. I really admire his musical talents, he truly is one who loves his music. The effort, the message, the thought put into all his songs are really significant... Besides his great looks ( you can't say you did't see that one coming.. hehe..) he really is a true musician.. Which is more than I can say for may other artists.. I may just be a fan.. (: Michael buble.. come on.. whats happening? Lee Hom is quickly taking your place! lol.. Oh yea, and did I mention, he only learnt Mandarin when he was 18.. A true inspiration.. He has brains too.. Check out his interview with Tash Aw... Don't tell me that was nothing.. You probably could'nt get it... So what if he's moody? THats a sign of a musician! I know.. trust me.. They only seem that way to people who don't understand.. they don't realize the tremendous pressure musicians put upon themselves.. They are special that way.. And they would'nt be the same without their occasional perfectionist mannerisms.. :P
Hey, I'm just saying what I think and feel, no offense or watever.. And even if it were rumours, I still would'nt change what I think about Lee Hom.. He truly is talented.. And an inspiration.. Kudos, Wang Lee Hom!! Keep it up..
Random
Hmm.. Sometimes I get these thoughts and they really make me wish i had a built in printer that could print whatever i was of thinking at the moment.. you ever had that feeling? Well, anyway.. (:
I was just thinking the other day, how a simple action could have changed something. How we are all somehow interconnected... How sometimes, you realize its too late, that you could have done something to help, if only you had been more sensitive..
I don't really know..
So... yeah, i know its pretty random... :P
I was just thinking the other day, how a simple action could have changed something. How we are all somehow interconnected... How sometimes, you realize its too late, that you could have done something to help, if only you had been more sensitive..
I don't really know..
So... yeah, i know its pretty random... :P
Thank you
I want to dedicate this post to someone pretty significant in my life...
She was one of the most amazing doctors I had ever known.. Kind, concerned, great advisor, a true professional,loved by soo many patients.. and most of all.. a great model for future doctors to follow.. The beloved Dr. Nages..
She went home to be with Jesus forever, with no more pain or suffering.. Amen.. I hope to see you again... Thank you for being such a great help, to the community, to my family, and as an inspiration to me.
She was one of the most amazing doctors I had ever known.. Kind, concerned, great advisor, a true professional,loved by soo many patients.. and most of all.. a great model for future doctors to follow.. The beloved Dr. Nages..
She went home to be with Jesus forever, with no more pain or suffering.. Amen.. I hope to see you again... Thank you for being such a great help, to the community, to my family, and as an inspiration to me.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Little Taggie
Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people
1. Name the persons you tagged.
Stan
Galo
Chris
Kwan
2. Describe yourself in one word.
Different
3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
The one who really loves me. (which is probably the one i love...)
4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Guilty... haih...
5. What would you do if someone rejects your confession face to face?
Depends.. I might really feel so heartbroken but I'd have to accept it anyway.. or I may just turn that 'love' into revenge...muahahaha... <= (jz jk..)
6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
Hope to see you up there!! (nola.. jz kidding.. ok serious.. er.. I love you. thats all that needs to be said. if you mean it.)
7. What will u say to a person who doesn't want to believe u?
Believe me about what?? Don't really get it but.. well.. I'd say 'okay. your loss!!'
8. Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Tried to Learn to Love.. wow. confusing! anyway.. yea I think I have.. Not easy definitely..
9. Do you have something important with you all the time?
Well.. yes I suppose.. God is with me everywhere I go!! (but He isn't a thing..)
10. Long distance love/relationship ?
Not exactly a supporter.. but you never know.. I guess..
11. Best place to cry?
In my room..
12. Who do you love the most?
Hey no fair!! invasion of privacy!! Lol.. well. no one romantically at the moment.. but besides that, God,family,friends like DUH!
13. Tell us of your dream last night?
Honestly.. I don't remember much! But it was a nice dream.. full of hope.. (=
14. Ever hated someone so bad?
Kind of.. Who hasn't?!
15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you have ever heard?
I don't believe in God. He Doesn't exist. and the most hurtful... I love him/her more than God! (I wanted to just cry..)
16. The last person you had a beer with?
Sorry. Don't drink beer. Can't take the smell... yechh..
17. The last person you went to the movies with?
err.. i think it was with twins,stan,shahira..
18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
My mommy.. (=
19. The last person you hugged?
My sister.. Lol
20. The last person you yelled at?
Myself.. lol
21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
Err. not exactly...
22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
These past few days.. don't ask.. its more of a disappointment anyway..
23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
I would wish that I would be able to do whatever it is that I want to do. And that there are people whom I can actually trust.. (=
24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Around the world. I mean it. I love to travel.. (even though I've only been overseas twice..lol)
25. Are you old fashioned?
In some ways..yes.. but other times. I'm a real hardcore rebel! yea...
26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
I think friendship.. I take it pretty seriously.. and love I guess..
27. Five facts About Me:
- I have too many dreams
- I tend to let others intimidate me
- I like my dreams
- Absolutely HATE injustice
- Almost always not a crowd follower.. in more ways than one..
28. Five things that scare me:
- Being separated from people I love
- Not being able to live till I am old
- Online computer games
- Deathly quiet study-holics
- Promises
29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
It's Not Easy (Five for Fighting)
Love Story (Taylor Swift)
30. Five Things I treasure in my life:
-My God
-My family
-My friends
-My watch =P
-Time
1. Name the persons you tagged.
Stan
Galo
Chris
Kwan
2. Describe yourself in one word.
Different
3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
The one who really loves me. (which is probably the one i love...)
4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Guilty... haih...
5. What would you do if someone rejects your confession face to face?
Depends.. I might really feel so heartbroken but I'd have to accept it anyway.. or I may just turn that 'love' into revenge...muahahaha... <= (jz jk..)
6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
Hope to see you up there!! (nola.. jz kidding.. ok serious.. er.. I love you. thats all that needs to be said. if you mean it.)
7. What will u say to a person who doesn't want to believe u?
Believe me about what?? Don't really get it but.. well.. I'd say 'okay. your loss!!'
8. Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Tried to Learn to Love.. wow. confusing! anyway.. yea I think I have.. Not easy definitely..
9. Do you have something important with you all the time?
Well.. yes I suppose.. God is with me everywhere I go!! (but He isn't a thing..)
10. Long distance love/relationship ?
Not exactly a supporter.. but you never know.. I guess..
11. Best place to cry?
In my room..
12. Who do you love the most?
Hey no fair!! invasion of privacy!! Lol.. well. no one romantically at the moment.. but besides that, God,family,friends like DUH!
13. Tell us of your dream last night?
Honestly.. I don't remember much! But it was a nice dream.. full of hope.. (=
14. Ever hated someone so bad?
Kind of.. Who hasn't?!
15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you have ever heard?
I don't believe in God. He Doesn't exist. and the most hurtful... I love him/her more than God! (I wanted to just cry..)
16. The last person you had a beer with?
Sorry. Don't drink beer. Can't take the smell... yechh..
17. The last person you went to the movies with?
err.. i think it was with twins,stan,shahira..
18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
My mommy.. (=
19. The last person you hugged?
My sister.. Lol
20. The last person you yelled at?
Myself.. lol
21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
Err. not exactly...
22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
These past few days.. don't ask.. its more of a disappointment anyway..
23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
I would wish that I would be able to do whatever it is that I want to do. And that there are people whom I can actually trust.. (=
24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Around the world. I mean it. I love to travel.. (even though I've only been overseas twice..lol)
25. Are you old fashioned?
In some ways..yes.. but other times. I'm a real hardcore rebel! yea...
26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
I think friendship.. I take it pretty seriously.. and love I guess..
27. Five facts About Me:
- I have too many dreams
- I tend to let others intimidate me
- I like my dreams
- Absolutely HATE injustice
- Almost always not a crowd follower.. in more ways than one..
28. Five things that scare me:
- Being separated from people I love
- Not being able to live till I am old
- Online computer games
- Deathly quiet study-holics
- Promises
29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
It's Not Easy (Five for Fighting)
Love Story (Taylor Swift)
30. Five Things I treasure in my life:
-My God
-My family
-My friends
-My watch =P
-Time
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Realize - Colbie Caillat
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag as many friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Put Your Records On - Corinne Railey Bay
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
You Don't Know Me - Michael Buble (lol.. nice one)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Ordinary Miracle - Sarah Mclachlan (Sounds random, but after some thought.. makes so much sense.. haha)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Sun Will Shine Again - Altered Frequency (wow.. encouragement.. not bad!!)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Stars - Switchfoot (hmm... i guess.. in a very metaphorical way..??)
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
The Way - Clay Aiken ( Wah.. yala.. The Way The Truth and the light..:p)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Grown-Up Christmas List - Michael Buble ( hahahahaha.. wow.. i didn't know they wrote to Santa for me!! lol)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Don't Know Why - Norah Jones ( LOL!!! super funny!! i hope its not true tho... uh oh.. LOL... )
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Daughters - John MAyer ( O-kaaayyyyy... weird...!!)
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
When I'm 64- Beatle's ( SUPER LOL!!!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Bubbly - Colbie Caillat ( Cool... bubbly!!!)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
A Whole New World ( ahaha...alrighty then...)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Taking Chances - Celine Dion (Quite true larr.. take the plunge!! Dare to fail!! Yea!!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Lips of an Angel - Hinder ( OKayy.. a bit.. err..well..ehh..aha..not true la!!!! => )
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Swear - All-4-One ( Oh mann!! So sweet!! yes!! yes!!)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Home - Michael Buble ( hahaha!!quite true..lol.imagine..in heaven :I'm HOME!!)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Ever Ever After - Carrie Underwood ( Err.. okayy.. U got me there..)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Too Little Too Late - Jojo ( Cool.. I am quite fearful of being late for appointments.. ahahah)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Kiss Goodbye - Lee Hom (LOL!! As if!!! )
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Something Right - Westlife ( True la wei... something right!! come on!!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
SOS - Jonas Brothers (ahaha.. mayb when they go a lil crazy! Wait.. when ARE they sane??? HELP! SOS!! lol...)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Realize - Colbie Caillait ( okay... Realize lar!!! )
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag as many friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Put Your Records On - Corinne Railey Bay
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
You Don't Know Me - Michael Buble (lol.. nice one)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Ordinary Miracle - Sarah Mclachlan (Sounds random, but after some thought.. makes so much sense.. haha)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Sun Will Shine Again - Altered Frequency (wow.. encouragement.. not bad!!)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Stars - Switchfoot (hmm... i guess.. in a very metaphorical way..??)
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
The Way - Clay Aiken ( Wah.. yala.. The Way The Truth and the light..:p)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Grown-Up Christmas List - Michael Buble ( hahahahaha.. wow.. i didn't know they wrote to Santa for me!! lol)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Don't Know Why - Norah Jones ( LOL!!! super funny!! i hope its not true tho... uh oh.. LOL... )
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Daughters - John MAyer ( O-kaaayyyyy... weird...!!)
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
When I'm 64- Beatle's ( SUPER LOL!!!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Bubbly - Colbie Caillat ( Cool... bubbly!!!)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
A Whole New World ( ahaha...alrighty then...)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Taking Chances - Celine Dion (Quite true larr.. take the plunge!! Dare to fail!! Yea!!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Lips of an Angel - Hinder ( OKayy.. a bit.. err..well..ehh..aha..not true la!!!! => )
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Swear - All-4-One ( Oh mann!! So sweet!! yes!! yes!!)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Home - Michael Buble ( hahaha!!quite true..lol.imagine..in heaven :I'm HOME!!)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Ever Ever After - Carrie Underwood ( Err.. okayy.. U got me there..)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Too Little Too Late - Jojo ( Cool.. I am quite fearful of being late for appointments.. ahahah)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Kiss Goodbye - Lee Hom (LOL!! As if!!! )
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Something Right - Westlife ( True la wei... something right!! come on!!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
SOS - Jonas Brothers (ahaha.. mayb when they go a lil crazy! Wait.. when ARE they sane??? HELP! SOS!! lol...)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Realize - Colbie Caillait ( okay... Realize lar!!! )
A Lesson Learnt(?) (Learning... : P)
I have learnt quite a lot this year.. (and its only March!) When it comes to making friends.. It's actually pretty complicated.. haih. wont say too much.. but basically.. I've learntthat just when you think this person could be a great friend.. think again.and AGAIN. andd again.... yea, he or she may be nice to talk to.. or friendly at first, someone who shares his/her problems to you.. but really.. there are just some people who don't get what being a friend is really about. Enough said. I've blogged about it in my diary blog. so. I 'll just leave it as it is. I hope this post (no matter how short or confusing it is..) has been able to help some of you.. Trust me, you do NOT want to face what I'm facing now. It just makes you feel like a piece of tissue in the toilet. There.Useful. But you don't care 2 hoots about it..(Forgive the lame analogy.. it just popped into my head..) Okay. I'm drained out. Don't forget God. He helps SOOO much. Without him, I think I would not be able to take this.. (:
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