I Love(d) Monday..!!!

Hey... yea.. I know.. Monday's??!?!? Grr.. hate it.. but well, I loved yesterday, which was a Monday.. lol
Well we were'nt too thrilled to wake up ( refferin to siblings and i) cos nxt week is school.. ugh.. but my dad was all " WAKE UP!! We're Going GO-KART-ing!" My bro was the First to get up.. BOING!! You see, he is MAD about cars.. loves driving and all that.. and has been begging to go go-karting..
I was kinda excited but my sis wasn't Exact-ly hyped about it..
We got to the place and the weather was just beautiful!! Cool and windy and clear skies!! We watched several pro go-karters 'vroom' skillfully round the windy track.. I was determined to persuade my dad that I wasn't going to go.. I was all
'take-my-bro cos he's the one who really wanted to..( The truth is, I wasn't scared or anything, but the price was enough to make me determined not to go..I am quite 'Scrooge-y' on myself)
Just as we were paying for my sis and bro and dad.. My dad and bro were to take a two-seater..and my sis a 80cc.. single.. They had to fill in forms and the man asked her if she had any experience or if she could drive.. She was like.. NO!and that's when my dad and mum and sis looked at me.. I was' No..' but my mum said go.. so.. i agreed. we took a 2-seater too.

You see, i didn't look at the rates properly. it said for 10 mins its rm50 for two seater and rm35 for single... but there's a deposit fee!! which i mistook for the rates altogether.. i thought its rm100 for 10 mins.. so yea.. yes i know it s not exactly cheap either.. but its worth it!!

So we got into the go-kart. I was in the driver seat meaning i steered it. There were two steering's which weren't of any use since my sis just sat there (she went for a joyride basically)
It was way cool! it went pretty fast and the corners were pretty sharp.. it was fun.. but of course the two seater isn't as fast as an 80cc or 100cc... but there's always next time.

All in all.. it was a great day. After go-karting we went for a swim.. So yea.. it was still great weather... Now, I am officially hooked on go-karting.. It may be pretty pricey but it's worth it!! Now i am gonna persuade my friends to go one day.. since we all finally have our driver's licence.. I'm sure it'll be a BLAST!!!

Go Go-kart!

Super Summary

Hi. Here's a SUPER brief summary on what has been going on for the past two months. First, I had to go for practices cos we performed at Berjaya Times Square as carollers.. which was kinda cool cos i made lots of new friends and they're all really nice!! wen i get pics i ll post 'em.. anyway.. it was super fun.. although we (or rather I) were disappointed a few times due to miscommunication, and procrastination...ahem.. we managed to pull it off! So Kudos to us!! I have to admit, this has been the most exciting hols ever.. and I enjoyed it... Basically that was it.. Lots of drama but I'm quite lazy to type it... ahah.. so yea.. lol. I told you it was Super brief!!

Tagged by ~~ Kimm~~

1. What’s your ambition?
~ To be someone who can impact lives

2.Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
~ Friends!!!

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
~ Sui-cide?? Wassat?? ( jus jokin.. NEVER LA)

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
~ It depends on what I need to do..

5. How many babies you want?
~ O-kayy... I think 2 or 4. Lol

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
~ Literally or metaphorically?? Hmm.. for both.. I'd have to say Yes..

7. What is your goal for this year?
~ To sort out my head.. Clear my thoughts..

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
~ I think it should be 'eternal' love.. but anyway.. Yes, I do. God's Love IS eternal..

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
~ To have imperfections that I can somehow accept
~ He has to be the same height or taller (lol)
~ Err.. It would be gr8 if he cld sing and play an instrument..(guitar preferred)
~ Leads Godly lifestyle (which comes with patience,trustworthy, etc,etc) ( ;
~ Someone who can talk to me. Level-headed
~ Likes Kids
~ Fairly good looking ( :
~ Respects people
~ Loves God, me and family/friends (in that order.. hehe)
~ His personality : friendly, not to serious, not to playful, yadda yadda.. lol

10. What are you really afraid of?
~ the apocalypse. Never being able to live till i'm old...

11. What is your bad habits?
~ Hmmm.. Good one.. I guess.. I'm pretty sarcastic at times.. hehe.. sorry...

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the ppl who hates you?
~ I should either be flattered or afraid.. lol.. well... " Don't hate me!! I'm wreally nwice!! blink blink.. " Seriously, get to know me better, if i still annoy you., go ahead then... lol

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
~ Errr..... yessss... (If I remember.. sry..lol)

14. What does flying mean to you?
~ Hmm.. Freedom, Better view, Excitement annddd... er.. Something I wanna do... lol

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
~ A better,closer relationship with my best friend.. Jesus.. serious. okok.. and.. er.. can't think laa..

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
~ Unexpected?? err.. My dad bought me a camera just before I left for a trip with my buddies.. (:

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
~ Great personality
~ Knows how to hve FUN
~ Sweeettt ( :
~ Confident
~ Creative
~ Cool...
~ KIMM * its a special personality.. ( :

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
~ Hmm.. not sure..

19.Could/Can you get over your very first crush ? Do you think of him/her still?
~ Yes.. Tragically, I still am loyal to my first crush.. man... I do think of him ( ;

20. How are you today?
~ Good.. ( :


Instructions:
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people.

List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.
~Mondo
~Ryan
~Ray
~Jasmyne
~Jue Lynn

Be Inspired..(?)

Does'nt that speak to you? it makes so much sense..Here are somemore.. Enjoy!!

Most of the shadows of this life are caused by our standing in our own sunshine.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

As I grow to understand life less and less,
I learn to love it more and more.
Jules Renard

The best way to prepare for life is to begin to live.
Elbert Hubbard

Adios no.10

This here, is Michael Owen.. I have been a faithful fan until now.. I have to say goodbye..(sob) cos he won't be playingin the next World Cup.. Goodbye 'Legendary no. 10' ...LOL... oh well... there's always Kaka.. hehe.. ( :

Heart Melter <3

This is... Michael Buble... One of my most favourite artists.. I love his voice, it just makes my heart melt.. Honestly.. (:

The Road Not Taken

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;	5
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,	10
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.	15
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.	20

I love this poem.. By Robert Frost
It has so much meaning,and.. wow. makes so much sense. I f only I could write with such depth.. I suppose it comes through hardship and experience... wow.it really has become my inspiration. my stand. to take the other road. the one that other ppl won't choose. Not in the negative sense but rather in the path to become extraordinary, and to leave such an impact on the world, that even if I were to be forgotten, my impact would forever be etched in the hearts and minds of the generations to come..Sometimes, I envy the politicians, they have a great opportunity to ACTUALLY affect change, but sadly,most of them are in it for their own selfishness.. Don't get me wrong, I don't mean all of them.. just the vast majority.. that's all.

All my life, I've wanted to be in the medical field. Plainly for the reasons that I want to help others. It sounds cheesy and fake, but I really do.I guess. Thats what I wanted when I was younger, or rather what I thought I wanted. When actually, what I really really want to do is to affect change. I want to be able to impact the people of my generation, and to really have the power to just.. well.. transform the world. That's why I'm seriously thinking of what I want to do. I would love to fight for rights, write, and stuff. But I'm not so sure. Yea,I could do both, but do I want to?

My Heart Says Otherwise

Ok, here's a lil background. A friend of mine has had feelings for this person.. for a Long time... and all the other person did was to move on to someone else.. so, it was disappointing and frustrating, but she still has a soft-spot for him.. so yea..PS: i know its lame.. (this is actually the 2nd renewed version, i prefer the older one but i didnt save it... so yea...)

My Heart Says Otherwise…

It didn’t seem much at first,

With my mind set on another,

Then it came,

Like a hurricane,

Swift and strong,

Yet uplifting and hopeful,

Like rain after a drought,

That was how my love for you began.

At first I tried to keep it,

Doubt it,

Hide it inside,

But its nature,

Would not allow it,

It rose and took over my emotions,

And my heart,

Easily became yours

It just seemed,

That every move,

Every word,

Every thought of yours,

They evoked my emotions,

For the first time in my life,

There was something,

Stirring within me,

Something that seemed quite wrong,

But felt so right.

I tried to back away,

Yet our relationship grew stronger,

Even just as friends,

It never seemed to falter,

Because of this,

It hurt so much.

To know you loved another,

Always someone; never I…

I tried to ignore,

I tried to take control of my feelings,

And put them in a cage,

But all in vain,

It resulted in more passion than ever.

I did my best to stay away,

Yet there were times,

Those special moments,

In which you confided in me,

Oh, those moments are engaged in my memories,

The hurt in your eyes,

The frustration beneath the smiles,

The unwritten times when you wept,

And I had the honour of comforting you.

Years have passed,

And though my heart aches and longs,

I know I cannot live within the past,

With all the pretences,

False signs I misinterpreted,

Though you will never understand,

My love for you will remain,

Forever unchanged

As long as you are still here,

Even if you are with another,

Know this;

Even if my lips utter otherwise,

My heart is still with you,

And I am still waiting,

Patient and hopeful,

For you

(Inspired by a friend’s love for someone who chooses to be oblivious)

Here it is.. (*drumrolllll) ~~~J.U.I.C.Y !!!!

Yess... here it is... the 'juicy' stuff.. righttt.. i sound like a columnist in seventeen.. lol
AAAnywayyy.....
ok. i was just thinking(like DUH) that.. I am in one of my most, well how should i put thiss... , emo-est (forgive the 'word') season of all..
Wait. don't get me wrong, I'm not the one 'emo-ing'(they should make it a word larr..) its the ppl around me. No names shall be mentioned..(rest assured *wink) but.. i was just thinking...ppl really do change, or rather, they actually CAN change.. I'm not trying to be sarky.. its just that.. well. i was'nt so sure..
Ok moving on with the emo-ing.. The ppl who are emo-ing have somehow affected me.. I have learnt how to emo as well. oh mann.. I thought I would at least be free from this "emo-tion" until I fell in love or something like dat.. but NOOO... these ppl develop fast and I get pulled in as well.. mayb its just hormones.. could be.. but.. wateva..
THE POINT IS... man my mind is running everywhere (*no,not literally, rolls eyes*you know who you are*)have you ever had this "forbidden" crush that you just can't help but fall right into it? well.. that's prolly the main cause of the emo- season..
If it were'nt for God's love, I think I 'd wish there wasn't such an emotion/feeling.. its so......... annoying,beautiful,crushing,devastating,endless,fuzzy,
goofy,heartless,icky,jealous,loving(?),mean,nice,
original,precious,queer,remorseful,stupid,timeless,
unanimous,viscious,wonderful,yearned(for),
and zombie-fying!!!
LOL....it may not make sense.. but.. yea...
which reminds me, i wrote a poem for a friend, I was inspired by her story.. its pretty lame.. but yea..i ll post it another one...

Yea.. its a post.. lol

hello. lol. yes, i am actually posting something. to tell you the truth, i'm quite un-inspired.. so yea.. that's y its been so ..dead.. (*wind howls) (*tumble-weed tumbles across empty plain)(*crickets chirping) ok enough with the 'sound/visual' effects..
That shows you how un-inspired i am...
but don worry, i'm positive things will pick up.. sooner or later.. if t doesn't then... be happy with wat there is.. so there... lol.
okok...i think somethin just 'hit' me..(*get it?? 'hit' me?? nvm.... 4get it)
you know wat i ll post it in another one just so i can say i posted more than one..'lol. bear with me..
and PS don miss the next one.. its kinda juicy.. "juicy",.. lol.. i crack myself up.. ok nvm.. 4get it. cya.

This is more for the People

Yes, I am blogging for the public. No, I'm no hypocrite. I'm just going to stay the neutral(sometimes mayb not so neutral) way I have been blogging.. so yea... Enjoy.. (I think?)